"Life of Change" - I can't live this way anymore.

Shetts

Recognized Member
Hello all you beautiful & amazing people,

To let you know some of what has been going on with me..
I have been living a lie and need to focus on me more because I am not who I use to be (@Kona - this is my "resignation" letter)
I have been offline for the past week and slowly starting to get back on.
Not going into details (I will at a later date), but some personal stuff including depression has affected me the week I was not online and still to this day and further into the future.

However, I started my new job today so that is something I have to look forward to but I will not be on as much as I have been the past few months.
To sum it up, I am not 100% leaving because I will still be able to get on and moderate the servers but my time is very limited now with my new job and have to change my life around somehow.

For those who have not experienced this "life of change," your time will come. Things will happen, hopefully for the better, and your life will be filled up with many things that take your game time away from you but its better that than playing games all the time. Something will shoot off like the trigger of a gun inside of your head and things will change, and your view on life will be much clearer ... trust me.

Well enjoy yourselves everyone and I will let you think about is before I stop writing my message...
...enjoy yourself and your lives that you are granted with. Make your time here worth while and don't let something stop you from what you want to do; you only have this one life on earth so make it stupendous because each of you are special whether you wish to believe it or not. Not only should it be special but take care of your health to be able to have a great life; sometimes it can be hard.
Thought you all should know what is going on with me because we all are family.

You are all close to me! ❤️
~Muu ❤️

P.S. If I am offline its for me or about me and is nothing against you or about you, so please don't take offense!
 

Shetts

Recognized Member
What server did you moderate? and congrats on the new job
By moderate I mean like looking over the server like all the admins do. Sorry for the misunderstanding.
 

Kona

custom title
Muu, take as much time as you need, we're(at least I am) here for you, and just like how you offered me help, I will be there either as a shoulder to cry on(metaphorically) or a punching bad to vent on, whichever you need.

You know that I suffer from depression already, so here's a virtual hug:
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EmNudge

allowed the sun back into the spy room
Why does everyone have depression, like holy bajeezles
I remember reading an article on it, actually. Many spurts of anything usually come from us knowing more about it e.g. autism rates are up since we can diagnose it with a lot more accuracy these days.
There was a lot of talk about how this generation specifically is more depressed. I forgot what the proposed reasons were.

Anyway, good luck, Muu!
 

SNC

Recognized Member
Best of luck! Good luck with the new job too.
 

Green

my burgers are aggressive
Best of Luck Muu! I enjoy/ed your presence on the server and I enjoyed playing with you. I hope your new job is fun. Best of luck to ya!
 

The Incognito

Recognized Member
Cya Muu, good luck out there c:
 

TSAthirtyOW

Recognized Member
Hello all you beautiful & amazing people,

To let you know some of what has been going on with me..
I have been living a lie and need to focus on me more because I am not who I use to be (@Kona - this is my "resignation" letter)
I have been offline for the past week and slowly starting to get back on.
Not going into details (I will at a later date), but some personal stuff including depression has affected me the week I was not online and still to this day and further into the future.

However, I started my new job today so that is something I have to look forward to but I will not be on as much as I have been the past few months.
To sum it up, I am not 100% leaving because I will still be able to get on and moderate the servers but my time is very limited now with my new job and have to change my life around somehow.

For those who have not experienced this "life of change," your time will come. Things will happen, hopefully for the better, and your life will be filled up with many things that take your game time away from you but its better that than playing games all the time. Something will shoot off like the trigger of a gun inside of your head and things will change, and your view on life will be much clearer ... trust me.

Well enjoy yourselves everyone and I will let you think about is before I stop writing my message...
...enjoy yourself and your lives that you are granted with. Make your time here worth while and don't let something stop you from what you want to do; you only have this one life on earth so make it stupendous because each of you are special whether you wish to believe it or not. Not only should it be special but take care of your health to be able to have a great life; sometimes it can be hard.
Thought you all should know what is going on with me because we all are family.

You are all close to me! ❤️
~Muu ❤️

P.S. If I am offline its for me or about me and is nothing against you or about you, so please don't take offense!
good luck Muu
 

ash

ychan
TF2 Admin
I understand how you're feeling, and I'm so happy to hear you've got something to look forward to. Good luck at your new job, I wish the best for you. Hope we can keep in touch in the coming months.
 
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