ApexPredator436
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Why am I so stressed?
It's not because of you guys or other people on the internet. No no no no no. This is going to take a bit of explaining. Please bare with me me.
My brother is a high functioning autistic. There isn't a day he doesn't scream and bitch about something. I have never had such a high hatred for someone before. When I try to talk back to me he threatens to bash my head in with a rock. In which I grab I knife so I can stab him if he does try too.
He is 11 years old. Almost 12 but that doesn't matter. He's the type of guy who will beat his wife when he is older. He is the type of guy who will abuse his children if he has any. He is a horrible person. I hate living with him.
@Comm that was good advice to just turn off my computer. Regretfully the only off button I have for my brother is to kill myself or him. Both are not things I am willing to go through.
So before you decide to be a jack ass and try and put me down constantly know this. I am already at the edge of what I can handle. I as mad as you can possibly make me. If you want to be a horrible person go ahead. Continue. Maybe I am not at my breaking point. I would say I might become suicidal but that would make me another attention whore. No thank you.
Now. If I may get along with you all that would be great. Right now I would rather not deal with this stuff but I would rather be here then deal with my brother.
It's not because of you guys or other people on the internet. No no no no no. This is going to take a bit of explaining. Please bare with me me.
My brother is a high functioning autistic. There isn't a day he doesn't scream and bitch about something. I have never had such a high hatred for someone before. When I try to talk back to me he threatens to bash my head in with a rock. In which I grab I knife so I can stab him if he does try too.
He is 11 years old. Almost 12 but that doesn't matter. He's the type of guy who will beat his wife when he is older. He is the type of guy who will abuse his children if he has any. He is a horrible person. I hate living with him.
@Comm that was good advice to just turn off my computer. Regretfully the only off button I have for my brother is to kill myself or him. Both are not things I am willing to go through.
So before you decide to be a jack ass and try and put me down constantly know this. I am already at the edge of what I can handle. I as mad as you can possibly make me. If you want to be a horrible person go ahead. Continue. Maybe I am not at my breaking point. I would say I might become suicidal but that would make me another attention whore. No thank you.
Now. If I may get along with you all that would be great. Right now I would rather not deal with this stuff but I would rather be here then deal with my brother.