ApexPredator436
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Welp, here we go again. I'm resigning. I wish this place had changed for the better and I thought it did.... Well.. It changed alright I guess, but not for the better.
It's sad really, it truly is. And in a sense... It fucking pisses me off.
I don't think you guys understand how many memories I share with SG. I doubt you all understand the emotions I feel for this community and the hope I had for it. I liked this community. I remember the old members, I remember the good old days where the owner didn't suck the dicks of robots to help the servers, and most importantly I remember that time when admins had an actual system and good set of rules to go by. I mean I can state someone that I think almost all the old members can agree with... The old SG was much better compared to this...
And I wish I could stay. But with all this work I have to do in school I don't think I have the drive to deal with both this and school work along with multiple other things. I truly don't.
And I sincerely apologize to you all. I thought that by joining back and becoming an admin I could make a difference.... Hehe. I was wrong. There was no way I alone could do something like this. I needed other people to help me through it, I alone was not strong enough to change SG for the better... And that's when it hit me... I can't get help, everyone is so fucked up on the idea on enforcing the rules their own way that none of the admins really can work together properly. It used to be that admins could work together in harmony and do more good then harm if they worked together.... That's not what SG is anymore. Now it's a free for all, half the admins came up with a bullshit enforcing system just because Asu said so and now it's painful to work with most of them.
And now Asu is praying his system of robots, admins, and programs will fix SG just by throwing at them. Well good job dude, you fucked up. You drowned SG in hope you would make it better but fucked it off by just adding more robots.
So when SG was like this in the past -
SG has now been turned into a mess of programs and robots trying to help -
The dose makes the poison, and now SG is falling apart.
Now you can all still believe it's just because people are paying more attention in school and not paying attention to servers like jail break... But back then I explicitly remember this shit never happening. It was always active, happy, and had people actually having fun, not sometimes a ghost town more often than not and just pure rule breaking. Now you can't even so much as have fun without an admin! However I will go ahead and blame the needing an admin part on our cancerous community and shitty outsiders.
And now, I just feel regret. I shouldn't be abandoning you all like this but... What can I do? I administrate like we did in the old days. I use an old system that worked and every time I get on I manage to help the servers be clear of rule breakers as they come.... like a windshield wiper. But no more. Most of these other admins no longer cooperate like two windshields wipers clearing the windshield in unison. But instead like a single windshield wiper and a man manually clearing off the windshield at the same time. It doesn't work very well.
I would care more if this was better but SG is now but a fragile shell of what it used to be, destined to crack and fall apart.
So once again I am sorry for just ditching you all like this but the stress is killing me in every degree and trying to administrate a decaying community isn't helping.
Here are some shouts outs ~ <3
@Broski. - You helped me a lot through my experience being an admin. This isn't even mentioning how good of a friend you can be. Like seriously dude thanks. You made my time here a lot more pleasant.
@Cat - We may not be on the best of terms. And yes I sincerely apologize for pissing you off. While both of us where in the wrong, I can say for certain what I did wasn't right. I'm not going to take it poorly if you don't forgive me but it'd be nice to end on a high note rather then a sour one.
@Dusk - We may have gotten into fights as of recently, but that doesn't make you a bad person or a bad admin. Keep your head up and do SG proud.
@SNC - I don't think I can thank you enough for helping me back into this community. I was a new person in a shadow of what I was used to and you lifted me up into it. You helped me find my place again here and for that I am infinitely thankful.
@Spits - While I may not agree with how you administrate do not take that as me saying you are a bad person. At heart you a great person and you have a lot of potential to be an amazing admin. Keep it up dude, the people of SG are counting on people like you. Don't let em down.
@Tricky - You are a pretty decent admin from what I have seen and a great friend. Thanks for being here and helping this community
@Queen Latifa - While we've had major disagreements in the past you as a person have a heart of gold. I apologize for my past childishness. I wish you luck as a head nurse and should you choose to come back I can only imagine you will be an exceptional admin.
@JackTheRipper - You are an amazing friend and a pretty cool admin. I've always enjoyed your company on the servers and the D&D campaign you have started has opened new opportunities for me.
@Dr. Insanity - You are an amazing admin and a pretty funny individual. On top of all that you are a pretty great friend. Keep up the good work.
@Deathstroke2312 - You have a lot of potential. You just need to know when you need to take a break and not overwork yourself. Keep your head high and your mind rational.
@Genocide Sho - Deep down I know you have potential. You just need to understand it yourself and figure out how to unleash it.
@Yuki - If you have gotten this far then you must be undergoing quite a few emotions which I can easily imagine one being hate. But I seriously need to give thanks for what you gave me. The time I have had here as an admin hasn't just been a past time but also a life style. I begin to see things normal kids get angry over as necessary processes for administrating. So for that I need to thank you. This is all without saying how thankful I am with this community. While I may dislike what you have done with it... well... The fact you made this has changed my life forever mostly for the good. With that being said I am unimaginably thankful.
For those who I did not list, don't take it personally, I'm thankful for you all in one way or another. Even the rule breakers in a sense.
So with that being said! Good bye! I may be seen on the servers rarely if I'm bored. I might pop in to see if anything has changed. Now when will I officially come back? Well, if I see a very positive change to this community and the administration system is finally put back together from the mess it is in (I mean seriously unwritten rules?! Is this community that lazy?) then I will come back when I finally have found a time where I can possibly actually get straight A's in my school for once. But unless I feel like I really need to, I likely won't try to be an admin and just be a member.
I would go on but I don't want this to become too much banter, if this resignation post offended you in any way then I apologize. The intent here wasn't to insult anyone, well... Maybe Asu since I felt a heightened amount of salt when thinking over what has happened to this server. But if I was Asu I would take this both offensively and as criticism to make the community better. But hey, he's his own person. How he does with what he is paying money for is up to him.
So see ya guys later!
It's sad really, it truly is. And in a sense... It fucking pisses me off.
I don't think you guys understand how many memories I share with SG. I doubt you all understand the emotions I feel for this community and the hope I had for it. I liked this community. I remember the old members, I remember the good old days where the owner didn't suck the dicks of robots to help the servers, and most importantly I remember that time when admins had an actual system and good set of rules to go by. I mean I can state someone that I think almost all the old members can agree with... The old SG was much better compared to this...
And I wish I could stay. But with all this work I have to do in school I don't think I have the drive to deal with both this and school work along with multiple other things. I truly don't.
And I sincerely apologize to you all. I thought that by joining back and becoming an admin I could make a difference.... Hehe. I was wrong. There was no way I alone could do something like this. I needed other people to help me through it, I alone was not strong enough to change SG for the better... And that's when it hit me... I can't get help, everyone is so fucked up on the idea on enforcing the rules their own way that none of the admins really can work together properly. It used to be that admins could work together in harmony and do more good then harm if they worked together.... That's not what SG is anymore. Now it's a free for all, half the admins came up with a bullshit enforcing system just because Asu said so and now it's painful to work with most of them.
And now Asu is praying his system of robots, admins, and programs will fix SG just by throwing at them. Well good job dude, you fucked up. You drowned SG in hope you would make it better but fucked it off by just adding more robots.
So when SG was like this in the past -
SG has now been turned into a mess of programs and robots trying to help -
The dose makes the poison, and now SG is falling apart.
Now you can all still believe it's just because people are paying more attention in school and not paying attention to servers like jail break... But back then I explicitly remember this shit never happening. It was always active, happy, and had people actually having fun, not sometimes a ghost town more often than not and just pure rule breaking. Now you can't even so much as have fun without an admin! However I will go ahead and blame the needing an admin part on our cancerous community and shitty outsiders.
And now, I just feel regret. I shouldn't be abandoning you all like this but... What can I do? I administrate like we did in the old days. I use an old system that worked and every time I get on I manage to help the servers be clear of rule breakers as they come.... like a windshield wiper. But no more. Most of these other admins no longer cooperate like two windshields wipers clearing the windshield in unison. But instead like a single windshield wiper and a man manually clearing off the windshield at the same time. It doesn't work very well.
I would care more if this was better but SG is now but a fragile shell of what it used to be, destined to crack and fall apart.
So once again I am sorry for just ditching you all like this but the stress is killing me in every degree and trying to administrate a decaying community isn't helping.
Here are some shouts outs ~ <3
@Broski. - You helped me a lot through my experience being an admin. This isn't even mentioning how good of a friend you can be. Like seriously dude thanks. You made my time here a lot more pleasant.
@Cat - We may not be on the best of terms. And yes I sincerely apologize for pissing you off. While both of us where in the wrong, I can say for certain what I did wasn't right. I'm not going to take it poorly if you don't forgive me but it'd be nice to end on a high note rather then a sour one.
@Dusk - We may have gotten into fights as of recently, but that doesn't make you a bad person or a bad admin. Keep your head up and do SG proud.
@SNC - I don't think I can thank you enough for helping me back into this community. I was a new person in a shadow of what I was used to and you lifted me up into it. You helped me find my place again here and for that I am infinitely thankful.
@Spits - While I may not agree with how you administrate do not take that as me saying you are a bad person. At heart you a great person and you have a lot of potential to be an amazing admin. Keep it up dude, the people of SG are counting on people like you. Don't let em down.
@Tricky - You are a pretty decent admin from what I have seen and a great friend. Thanks for being here and helping this community
@Queen Latifa - While we've had major disagreements in the past you as a person have a heart of gold. I apologize for my past childishness. I wish you luck as a head nurse and should you choose to come back I can only imagine you will be an exceptional admin.
@JackTheRipper - You are an amazing friend and a pretty cool admin. I've always enjoyed your company on the servers and the D&D campaign you have started has opened new opportunities for me.
@Dr. Insanity - You are an amazing admin and a pretty funny individual. On top of all that you are a pretty great friend. Keep up the good work.
@Deathstroke2312 - You have a lot of potential. You just need to know when you need to take a break and not overwork yourself. Keep your head high and your mind rational.
@Genocide Sho - Deep down I know you have potential. You just need to understand it yourself and figure out how to unleash it.
@Yuki - If you have gotten this far then you must be undergoing quite a few emotions which I can easily imagine one being hate. But I seriously need to give thanks for what you gave me. The time I have had here as an admin hasn't just been a past time but also a life style. I begin to see things normal kids get angry over as necessary processes for administrating. So for that I need to thank you. This is all without saying how thankful I am with this community. While I may dislike what you have done with it... well... The fact you made this has changed my life forever mostly for the good. With that being said I am unimaginably thankful.
For those who I did not list, don't take it personally, I'm thankful for you all in one way or another. Even the rule breakers in a sense.
So with that being said! Good bye! I may be seen on the servers rarely if I'm bored. I might pop in to see if anything has changed. Now when will I officially come back? Well, if I see a very positive change to this community and the administration system is finally put back together from the mess it is in (I mean seriously unwritten rules?! Is this community that lazy?) then I will come back when I finally have found a time where I can possibly actually get straight A's in my school for once. But unless I feel like I really need to, I likely won't try to be an admin and just be a member.
I would go on but I don't want this to become too much banter, if this resignation post offended you in any way then I apologize. The intent here wasn't to insult anyone, well... Maybe Asu since I felt a heightened amount of salt when thinking over what has happened to this server. But if I was Asu I would take this both offensively and as criticism to make the community better. But hey, he's his own person. How he does with what he is paying money for is up to him.
So see ya guys later!