Applesauce
Recognized Member
I've been a member of SG for just over a year now, and it has been decently fun as far as I can say. I've been through many many ups and downs throughout my time, with close friends, and admins, and acquaintances. My time being an admin has been quite short lived, seeing that I've only been apart of the staff since the beginning of July. I feel as if I moved way too quickly in the ranks, and there have been consequences because of it (outrages from members/admins, leading to permabans and unnecessary rulebreaking). This whole situation leaves me with a feeling of guilt, when I was practically dragged into it. However, I did feel the need to give Spec a hand server/forum-wise, as well as support-wise which wasn't possible with the limited powers I had as an SA(?). So that lead to the very quick promotions.
Nonetheless, I've made so many friends, best friends, skype buddies(@Katze @Pachi @Chinominican @Kaneki ), etc. I would like to thank you guys for helping me when wanted, supporting me when needed, and making me laugh for fun. You guys are probably my favourite people to exist, because everyone IRL sucks lmao. I know I wasn't on the best of terms with many people, probably my fault, maybe not. I've heard much from @Veigar regarding how I'm a self-centred attention whore who lacks common sense and the ability to be true to the ones who are close to me (lolsorry for accidently stealing your spotlight). I'd just like to say that the majority of the attention I have received (mostly latley) is unwanted/unneeded attention. I just liked playing the game modes and making new friends. Of course I have many regrets within my time at SG, some more personal than others, but I can't go back in time (cuz I'm not @Time Machine Master lol) to change everything that makes me feel how I do to this day. I feel as if doing this will benefit many people, and probably hurt few.
These are all thoughts that have haunted me, pushing me to pour them out into a resignation thread. The main reason I hereby resign from staff of SG is because I feel like I've changed as a person in the way of emotions, mentality, and reactions/ways of dealing with situations. I've gotten beyond close with Spec himself, and it basically ruined everything. Not because he's a bad person, or a bad friend for that matter, but he's taken up too much of my time and attention, leaving me to neglect all of my true friends who've gotten me to where I am today. And that is the main topic that has lead me to mass regret. All of these contributions have lead SG into segregation and as the more people we get, the more resignations flow in, it becomes less and less of a community where people just hang out and enjoy there time on our server chain. I feel like Pachi hit the nail right on the head in his own resignation thread: http://sg-servers.com/threads/farewell.2722/ .
TL;DR for all you lazy shits out there: I'm leaving because SG isn't the same, I'm not the same, etc. I love a lot of you guys, you should read the whole thread though because it's well written and took a lot of effort :<. Feel free to message me <3
Farewell, you may see me around on the servers still when I'm bored. I'm glad to say that I ended my time with SG at the very top (I knew I wouldn't last very long). I hereby resign from SG staff. In the end it's all just a game.
I'll end it with an inspiring quote someone near and dear to me once said, "Later nerd" - Pachi the pirate. "get dunked"- quote my husband.
Nonetheless, I've made so many friends, best friends, skype buddies(@Katze @Pachi @Chinominican @Kaneki ), etc. I would like to thank you guys for helping me when wanted, supporting me when needed, and making me laugh for fun. You guys are probably my favourite people to exist, because everyone IRL sucks lmao. I know I wasn't on the best of terms with many people, probably my fault, maybe not. I've heard much from @Veigar regarding how I'm a self-centred attention whore who lacks common sense and the ability to be true to the ones who are close to me (lolsorry for accidently stealing your spotlight). I'd just like to say that the majority of the attention I have received (mostly latley) is unwanted/unneeded attention. I just liked playing the game modes and making new friends. Of course I have many regrets within my time at SG, some more personal than others, but I can't go back in time (cuz I'm not @Time Machine Master lol) to change everything that makes me feel how I do to this day. I feel as if doing this will benefit many people, and probably hurt few.
These are all thoughts that have haunted me, pushing me to pour them out into a resignation thread. The main reason I hereby resign from staff of SG is because I feel like I've changed as a person in the way of emotions, mentality, and reactions/ways of dealing with situations. I've gotten beyond close with Spec himself, and it basically ruined everything. Not because he's a bad person, or a bad friend for that matter, but he's taken up too much of my time and attention, leaving me to neglect all of my true friends who've gotten me to where I am today. And that is the main topic that has lead me to mass regret. All of these contributions have lead SG into segregation and as the more people we get, the more resignations flow in, it becomes less and less of a community where people just hang out and enjoy there time on our server chain. I feel like Pachi hit the nail right on the head in his own resignation thread: http://sg-servers.com/threads/farewell.2722/ .
TL;DR for all you lazy shits out there: I'm leaving because SG isn't the same, I'm not the same, etc. I love a lot of you guys, you should read the whole thread though because it's well written and took a lot of effort :<. Feel free to message me <3
Farewell, you may see me around on the servers still when I'm bored. I'm glad to say that I ended my time with SG at the very top (I knew I wouldn't last very long). I hereby resign from SG staff. In the end it's all just a game.
