One Up
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Warning: This is one of the only times on SG where I will not be shitposting (@SNC) and instead actually try to post something legitimate! For the most part, I will never ask of you to do anything but basically just this: If you're going to comment, at least read everything that I have to say first and if you are going to say anything in the comments, I ask that it not be so negative and/or offensive. If you see this warning sign, for the most part, shit's about to get real and serious. I'll try to keep this one short for all of the guys (@Dic Soupcan) who don't like my novellas and short-stories.
Barely. Mother. Fucking. Alive. as Dic Soupcan titled one of his posts. To be honest, I wasn't expecting to become popular in this way. But rather that I would be someone that you could look to for help, someone useful, versatile, and at the same time, a role model for all newcomers. When I came here, it was paradise, there was HLDJ, Grooveshark, a store and even the most friendly staff. The first people I made friends with were @Comm and @NebulousDarke. They were nice people and generally as I went around, the community was amazing. I came here because I wanted to answer Spec's call for help with admins through one of the old servers messages sent about him needing help. Anyways, long story - short, I became bad. The exact opposite of what I wanted and basically what the community or at least Spec wanted. I've failed to do what I was originally intended to do. Therefore, there's nothing good to say about me. I used to be someone that was going to in right direction but I failed. I applied twice, both times, the community wanted me to be an admin, I failed both times, the reason, I got too sidetracked and I started hyper-posting in excitement which lead to stage 3 of cancer for me and for the community.
All I can really say for now is that the actions before, they were inexcusable. They were morally wrong. While it's too late to say sorry, I just don't want to be apart of it again.
Barely. Mother. Fucking. Alive. as Dic Soupcan titled one of his posts. To be honest, I wasn't expecting to become popular in this way. But rather that I would be someone that you could look to for help, someone useful, versatile, and at the same time, a role model for all newcomers. When I came here, it was paradise, there was HLDJ, Grooveshark, a store and even the most friendly staff. The first people I made friends with were @Comm and @NebulousDarke. They were nice people and generally as I went around, the community was amazing. I came here because I wanted to answer Spec's call for help with admins through one of the old servers messages sent about him needing help. Anyways, long story - short, I became bad. The exact opposite of what I wanted and basically what the community or at least Spec wanted. I've failed to do what I was originally intended to do. Therefore, there's nothing good to say about me. I used to be someone that was going to in right direction but I failed. I applied twice, both times, the community wanted me to be an admin, I failed both times, the reason, I got too sidetracked and I started hyper-posting in excitement which lead to stage 3 of cancer for me and for the community.
All I can really say for now is that the actions before, they were inexcusable. They were morally wrong. While it's too late to say sorry, I just don't want to be apart of it again.
